Im not missing him.
Im not missing him.
Im not missing him.

Me and jordan, we had a good run. 2 years.. fuck. but we didnt get along, and no amount of crying or missing him is going to change that. And that is exactly why i dont miss him or cry over him. I have andy and i want to spend the rest of my fucking life in his arms.

me and jordan laughed and cried and fought and we spent summer days layed on that swing in this back garden, and we played ps2 until 3am, and he tickled me when i was sat on his futon wearing his boxers.. all of these memories, i will always remember them, and i will cherish them forever, but it doesnt mean i miss them or want to go back. ANd im sat here smiling over how much he made me laugh, but i know i made the right decision because at the age of 17 i found the love of my life.

I will never forget jordan james ivey. not ever.
but andy is fucking amazing. he makes me laugh so hard until it hurts, he never makes me cry, and on the rare occasion i am crying he;s always around to dry my tears. hes just perfect and I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH.

so baby never worry about the boys ive been with. theyve got nothing on you.
im here forever i promise you.

I LOVE YOU BABY!!
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