Sunday, July 19, 2009

(8)Three cheers for five years

I spent a really long time, being sad, thinking about how strongly i felt about andy.
and now, im going to spend a really long time being excited, because i know that i will feel that way about someone again.
and until that time comes, decent and honest boys are walking into my life every day and teaching me to trust again.
Whether its callum, who just taught me to laugh again,
or chris, who walked me home and taught me that its okay to open up to someone.
i just do not know whats going to happen in the future.
but im over the hurting now,
and im not sad anymore.
im just living my life.

I have to go to hospital on wednesday for some tests, so hoepfully i will find out whats wrong with me then.
just keep your fingers crossed for me:(

xx

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