2008.x

2008 was hard, and it was easy, and it was fun and it was all the other little things in between. I had to stand back and let a lot of things change, but most of all, i had to let me change, and i think that was the biggest task of all.
I've lost a lot in the past year. I've lost Stu, and Jordan, and my Grandad. And i lost Rhys and i lost a million different 'friends', and also, i think i lost my self a little bit too.
But then i moved to heles,and i met andy, and i fell in love, and i made new friends, and slowely, im mending those parts of me that were broken.
Im so tired of feeling lonely and sad, im ready to get out there again and face whatever 2009 is going to bring me. Im ready for change this year.
I dont normally do new years resolutions, but this year i have, just some little things.

1. Pass my driving test.
2. Stop biting my nails.
3. Still be andy bunney's girl by 31/12/2009
4. to not change back into the horrible person i used to be...