Andyy.

Im changing and you just dont realise it.
You taught me how to be honest.
You've shown me what its like to laugh again.
And a month ago, if you'd gone downtown, i wouldt of talked to you for days, i would of been a complete bitch about it and then gone out with my friends and not text you and made you worry,
but you've taught me that its okay to talk about these feelings, that its not stupid because im only human and you cant help being jelous and worrying,
im getting better and better at expresssing myself as each day passes.
Whether you notice it or not.
i can't just change like that, i need time.
the past 2 years with jordan have been so hard.
i've been with someone who just doesnt give a shit about me, so i learnt not to care too.
but since i met you, all of these little changes have been happening and you dont see them or appreciate them, but i do.
im learning to never ever lie,
im learning to express my feelings, the good and the bad,
im learning not to be so argumentitive,
and im learning when to back down.
Im changing, and one of these days your either gonna realise that and appreciate it,
or your never gonna care, and then eventually im just gonna stop caring too.
i just want you to care.
i just want to know that i matter.
i just want someone to give a shit about me.
just dont break my heart.
because after jordan its already pretty shattered.
but i love you with all the little pieces.
i really do baby.
x