you think im an idiot.

but im not

i know whats coming

and i know youre going to leave

your forgetting ive been through it before

i know what it means when you stop wanting to see me, and you make up silly excuses not to see me

and you dont talk to me anymore

and the sad thing is, i dont know what to do to make it any better

i cant stop you leaving

but maybe its for the best

all i can say is, i hope you find someone who makes you as happy as you deserve to be

and i'll be just fine

even though i can feel my eyes start to cry as im writing this

We've always been told that things will never be easy,
that people you thought you knew so well, change,
that everything will, at some point, be forgotton,
and all good things, someday will come to an end,
But i never thought you'd be the one to make things hard,
or that you'd be the one i look at and think 'who are you?',
or that id wonder where our amazing nights went,
and i never ever thought id ever ever see the end.

HERE'S TO

Here’s to being lied to. To being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. Here’s to seeing the best in him, not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. Here's to trusting over and over and over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake. You wanted to believe that he’s changed. He won't change. The way he was and the way he is, is the way that he always will be. If he lies to you, he doesn’t feel that you are good enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you don’t mean enough for him to be with just you. Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you. He knows what he is doing when he is doing it. He knows it will hurt you and he does it anyway. And as much as he says he does, he doesn’t really care about you. Here's to him saying he’s sorry. With him its just one of those words that he's said so many times and it doesn’t even sound like a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lies. Excuses mean nothing. Nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did. Now take this as a lesson learned, let go and move on with your life…

just a small town girl,living in a lonely world

What do you do when you love someone so much but you just can't seem to do anything to make them happy anymore?I love you so much chris milnes, but you're breaking my heart.and this anxiety disorder is getting the better of me and I just feel like I'm drowning :(