It's funny how you can go so long thinking someone is such a true friend to you, and actually, you find out that they just stab you in the back,

and im done, stop saying shit, im not fucking changing for anyone

just stop making me feel like a shit person

im so mad

i just actually cannot be assed anymore

YOU JUST WALK RIGHT BACK INTO MY LIFE AFTER MONTHS AND MONTHS OF SILENCE

AND THEN YOU JUST PULL ME RIGHT BACK IN.. AND THEN LEAVE AGAIN

SEE THIS IS WHY I DONT FUCKING DO IT TO MYSELF.

THIS IS WHY I BLOCKED YOU FOR SO LONG.

I WONT FUCKING PUT MYSELF THROUGH IT AGAIN.

Summer 2009

So, summer 2009 has come to an end. And on monday, i return to Ridgeway. I am staying at heles for 5 hours a week, and yes i may end up seeing andy, but i oew it to myself to stay at ridgeway for the rest of my subjects, because i am not going to put myself through all the hurt again. This summer has been the best of my life though, and i wouldnt change one second of my life right now. I have the best friends in the world, and i dont even care if i am single for the rest of my life, because i have the most amazingest people in it.anyways, not much more to say, but here are the highlights :) :