(8)Big girls don't cry

Im louise
And im single :/

So my two year relationship with Jordan finally ended. AFter months of yelling and screaming and nights layed awake crying, im finally free. I miss him, of course i do, and you know, i think im going to miss him for a long time to come. He's been my everything for the past two years and when your only sixteen thats a long time, but i also know im going to be okay, and i have amazing friends all around me and they're going to help me through it, not like i couldn't do it on my own. Im brave and im so strong and im going to be just fine. Im not a big cryer when it comes to relationships ending, and at first that scared me, because i thought that maybe in time it might all catch up with me and just hurt so much, but i think that maybe im realising the posotive side of this. Although i got hurt, i had an amazing time with Jordan, he taught me everything love is and isn't suppossed to be. He gave me something to compare to. He made me laugh and he showed me that i can learn to love and trust somebody with all of my heart. But he also showed me what relationships aren't suppossed to be like, he taught me that its not okay to shout at a girl, and its not okay to be mean to your girlfriend. I know now what i want in a future relationship and i know how i want to be treated. I will ALWAYS remember Jordan and i will always look back and smile, but now i can get out there and find someone who can be everything Jord was and more. Im going to find my soulmate you know. Im sixteen, i have forever.

But now theres Andy, and godd i haven't felt this way in so long.He's everything a boy is suppossed to be and he knows how to treat me. He's just nice, so, so nice and he makes me laugh like no-one else. Lets just see where it goes.

Im Louise.
Im single.
And im going to be okay.
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