Monday, September 29, 2008

('.')

It's been two years now, and i thought we'd be forever, i did.
But we don't talk anymore, not about the stuff that matters. We don't have in depth conversations and he doesn't listen to my problems. He;s not nice to me sometimes and it breaks my heart when he shouts at me or swears or pushes me.
And it's just getting to the point where im prepering myself to leave.
Jordan thinks he's got me wrapped around his little finger, and that i will always be here no matter how he treats me but it's not suppossed to be like that.
I just cry more than anyone knows and im sad all of the time and i try so hard to hide it but its taking its toll.
I jsut want him to love me.
I just fucking want somebody to love me.
and i want them to love me right.

x
Love is everything its cracked up to be. Its worth waiting for, worth being brave for, and you know what? If you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

Whenever, wherever, if you are meant to be for each other, love will be there. You don't need to search for love, love will find you.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Halo

I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine every day,
i give you everything i have,
the good the bad...